Sound / Image / Continuity
Throw Me
to the Lions
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Selected recordings from 2022–2026. Playback continues automatically in sequence.
Backlash
02Everywhere the light touches
03Never a Question
04Spackeled
05The Growth
06Select a recording to listen.
The story behind the record ↓The Cost of Continuity
The record
is complete.
Mastered and sequenced as a single work. Released in 2026.
- 01LightBender
- 02Ava Penelope
- 03We Are The Sum Of Our Own Mistakes
- 04Across the Street
- 05Cost
- 06Never a Question
- 07Take Me With You
- 08Spackeled
- 09Within Tolerance
- 10Amber
- 11Down The Road
- 12Galaxies Away
- 13Enough
Throw Me to the Lions
Thirty years.
An open door.

For nearly thirty years, the music behind Throw Me to the Lions remained private, with no official releases. The Cost of Continuity brings that long practice into public view as a finished debut album, combining electronic music and photography around the cost of appearing normal while living with internal unrest.
The project explores the distance between how someone looks and what they experience. Illness, interrupted thought, and shifting emotional states can be difficult to recognize from the outside. Maintaining a composed appearance can carry a considerable physical and psychological cost.
That tension shapes the music. Glitches suggest thoughts catching, delaying, or breaking down under pressure. High frequencies express anxiety, while the low end carries a more romanticized weight of depression and changes in mood. These sound sculptures give the record a language for experiences that often resist a straightforward explanation.
The photography approaches the same subject through the veil. It conceals parts of the face without making the person disappear. Held, lifted, or stretched against the light, it also becomes a physical part of the composition—changing what is visible and how closely we have to look.
The photographs remain warm and beautiful. That matters to a project in which happiness and difficulty can coexist. A composed face need not tell the whole story; its expression can still be sincere. Likewise, the music leaves room for warmth and melody alongside disruption.
Now complete, The Cost of Continuity brings these forms into a shared body of work. The photographs invite us to look; the music asks us to consider how much might remain unseen.

03 / Visual studies
01 / 08Between light
and disappearance.
Model & creative vision
Ashley Brown
Ashley had the idea for this shoot, and it resonated with me so much that it became the thesis of this record. Without her vision, the finished record would not be nearly as cohesive and seamless.
She is as talented as she is beautiful, and deserves a lot of credit for helping me shape this release.

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